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Posted By: Justin Unger - 02.04.2010 @ 2:30pm
WOW!! 28 years Old...... As I try to look back on 28 years of life on this planet, there seems to be only one question that comes to my mind. And boy is it a convicting one... "How many of these years can I truly admit were spent reflecting Gods glory?" Although it seems kind of pointless to dwell on the past at times , I feel motivated to look back at some of the patterns I have allowed myself to fall into. Pride, Ego, Humility, Surrender, Depression, Confidence, Rebellion, Excitement, Rest, bla, bla, bla... (It could go on and on) I have been through so much and have learned so much that now all I really desire is to know God more intimately. Thats it...
What does true intimacy with God really look like in my mind? I think I can sum it up in just 3 words... i think... Absolute Surrender and Dependence. If I could imagine one thing that would keep me from living in the flesh in the potential years to come, it would be those 3 words. It seems to me that the most restful, aka happy times in my past were when I was Absolutely Surrendered to Gods will, and completely Dependent on His grace and love to survive. Although realistically those times were few, I believe God has brought this to my mind so that I can humbly fall before Him today and say... “I belong to You completely!” I know that I can reflect Gods glory on a daily basis when I choose to walk with Him humbly an know Him intimately.
Ok, I think thats all for now. My wife just texted me to come home for the birthday dinner! I feel truly blessed. Thank you Jesus for one more day!
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